raised by raptors
I don’t know, but it gets me into that mood in which I want to isolate myself from the world and just lie down and stare at the ceiling and wait for death to come and take me.
I think it is because I discovered BMTH in a really dark period of my life, I used to self harm and all and their music wouldn’t help me get out of that, it would just make everything feel okay.
And even tho I am not better now, I can see it clearly that listening to some musics (not only bmth) will only keep me stuck where I am.
I also feel like Oli’s changed SO MUCH in the past few months and I just really miss the “old him”, this kinda hurts me sometimes..
I still love their music, but I guess I need a break.
oh dear I’m afraid I’m kind of addicted to a horse face alien cucumber
and that leaves me no time to blog about other stuff.
besides… being a BMTH fan is not good for me anymore, so I’m trying to avoid some bmth-related things, I’m sorry :l
squealing about oli’s cuteness in the middle of class seems great! hahaha
you’re so sweet, cheers x
All Oli photos are perfect actually. Most of those I post are from google or flickr :)
Try talking to one of the Drop Dead staff, I think they can help you sweetpie x